Name: Adrian Teng Wei Jie
Bdae: 15/07/1993
MSN: tengweijie93@hotmail.com
Finally one post after so long..
i just wanna vent my anger here..
my playing suck..
ever since i came down from genting,
tone became lousy,
volume became softer,
sound become weaker,
less able to hold long notes,
weak embouchure,
articulation slower..
but, worst of all, nobody realised..
maybe mr png realised a little,
but my section is like no doing anything to support the section sound..
what shud i do?
SYF is only 14 days left.
seems like an extreme task..
especially for my embouchure to recover..
and i have already been becoming physically weak,
after fainting on the last time i played..
get headache frequently..
STRESSED!!
i'm afraid if i die down, left evan support only,how?
somemore 2nd and 3rd not loud enough..
then trumpets(which shud be loud) cannot be heard?
is that logical?haix..
wished the world was here without such stress..